My dad passed away on March 17th.
I was not able to say anything at the funeral because of the disbelief and shock. When I saw a lot of my family men in suits walking around at the funeral, it was so unbelievable and for a few seconds, my eyes were looking around the room to find my father. How could it be that he was not amongst us? He was right there, but not walking, resting with a smile on his face. In the new suit that he had just bought and gotten custom tailored, as if he knew. It felt like he would wake up any second.
I cannot believe it’s already been over two weeks without him.
I am not able to express in words the intensity of my sadness but if you were here dad, I would like you to know that you truly are my hero.
I love you dad and I really miss you.
teeni
Ah, Pearl. Such a fitting song. I’ve already told you privately, but again, I’m so sorry for your loss. It is awful to lose a parent, no matter how old you are. I hope the love of your friends and family can help make the hole he leaves in your life just a little smaller. My love and hugs to you.
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