It's been over two months since I've updated this blog and even though I browse through the web and meet/talk and socialize with many of you on various networking sites, I have to be honest that something inside me is not the same as before. The months after my father's passing haven't been easy on any of us in the family but it's been even tougher on our mother who is often hears him calling her name out for something. His presence in every room is still felt and even though we are comforted in the thoughts that he is around us and amidst us, the helplessness and not being able to see his physical self is just beyond any words could explain.
For me, there have been sudden and unannounced crying bouts at odd times and odd places, more so in my car while going home after work, which automatically disappear after some time. They are like spasms that come fast and make you feel like nothing in the world matters any more. All kinds of emotions, anger, helplessness, frustration, sadness, depression – any of these prop up at different times causing a lot of stress. Needless to say, it's been one of the most difficult things I have experienced.
With so much stress there have been many days when it became a burden to just get through the day let alone accomplish something. But, I am managing well so far. And the credit goes to all of you. My online community of friends – who are the reason I am able to write this post. You are the reason I have been able to keep my sanity many days when all else failed. The days when during my sadness, I didn't have the energy to do anything, when I wanted to be all alone yet needed the quiet support. It was easier reading your emails and short messages full of love, support and advice on twitter and StumbleUpon, than picking up the telephone to talk to someone. Your kind gestures, expressions of sympathy and offers to help out with this blog, everything – comforted and helped to pick up my spirit.
So, in this post, I want to take the time to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for being there for me.
Steven @ http://traffikd.com/
Aruni @ http://www.entrepremusings.com/
Alina @ http://wordsofabrokenmirror.com/
Rob @ http://www.robschaumer.com/blog/
Glenn @ http://www.interfaithnetworking.com/myblog
Sue @ http://www.sueblimely.com/
David McCauley
Mig @ http://ewriting.pamil-visions.com/
Joy @ http://gourmeted.com/
Darren @ http://www.problogger.net/
David @ http://www.seduction-chronicles.net/david-deangelo
Mark @ http://www.mytropicalescape.com/
Tay @ http://superbloggingtips.com/
Lalla @ http://www.lalla-mira.com/
betshopboy @ http://www.betshopboy.net/
Scott @ http://mythermos.com/
Morgan @ http://morganwrites.wordpress.com/
Shazza
Ken @ http://blogs.mysites-advisor.com/
April @ http://www.dreamingofsilverroses.com/
Mike @ http://port16.com/blog
Renny @ http://www.terella.no/
Kelly @ http://she-power.com/
Stephen @ http://www.scratch99.com/
Don @ http://makingsalesmakingmoney.com/blog/
Alex @ http://www.thenext45years.com/
Karen @ http://abaminds.com/
teeni @ http://vtroom.wordpress.com/
Lyndon @ http://www.cornwallseo.com/search
Meg @ http://blogpond.com.au/
Ange @ http://angesbiz.com/
Madhur @ http://www.whoismadhur.com/
Ben @ http://www.benh.org/techblog
Ritu @ http://www.ghostblogging.net/
Ray @ http://freshblogger.com
Donovan @ http://www.seduction-chronicles.net/
Ruud @ http://ruudhein.com/
Akemi @ http://yes-to-me.com/
Ian @ http://www.mybigworldofcrap.org/
Pelf @ http://chenpn.com/
Frank @ http://www.seopranos.com/
Shankar @ http://www.shankarganesh.com/
Gazzali @ http://proenrichment.blogspot.com/
Isabella @ http://moritherapy.org/
Deborah @ http://www.lifeinthefastlane.ca/
Colin @ http://cotojo.wordpress.com/
Vivien @ http://www.inspirationbit.com/
Tony @ http://aplawrence.com/
Diane @ http://dianealdred.com/
Saboma @ http://saboma.stumbleupon.com/
Monika @ http://www.thewritersmanifesto.com/blog/
Diana @ http://www.134u.com/
Simonne @ http://www.alltipsandtricks.com/
Pablo @ http://blogsreview.net/
Matt @ http://lordmatt.co.uk/
Jay @ http://www.onlineopportunity.org
Mayank @ http://www.reviewsaurus.com/
Alex Petre
Wayne @ http://www.wayneliew.com/
Adnan @ Blogtrepreneur
Jacob @ http://jobmob.co.il/
Franco Yong @ http://ezinearticles.com/?expert=Franco_Yong
Anna @ Stumble Upon
Kim @ http://laketrees.blogspot.com/
Jolynn Brailey @ http://www.thefitshack.com/
Susie @ http://soul-to-soul.com/
Glen @ http://www.viperchill.com/blog/
Isabella @ http://moritherapy.org/
Alex @ http://www.thenext45years.com/
Dawud @ http://dmiracle.com/
Bobby @ http://revellian.com/
Mark @ http://markeff.blogspot.com/
Ev @ http://wackymom.blogspot.com/
Mary Ann @ http://maryannaville.blogspot.com/
Maggie @ http://tasteofbothworlds.typepad.com/
Alina @ http://www.automaticlifechanges.com/
Barbara @ http://www.scvlife.net/
Maura @ http://momcominghome.com/
My Heartfelt Thanks!
Meg
Hang in there Pearl. I’m glad you’ve got such a wonderful support network.
Meg’s last blog post..I had a great idea for a blog post…